Manipulation
Sometimes you just want to go back to the beginning and start over. Have the same conversations over the same coffee – the one from that cafe down the road that you don’t even go to anymore; laugh the same way but avoid all the crying and wishing for the things that you can’t have. You know, just live in the moment and make the most of it because this time you’ll know it won’t last.
I like the way you write about the feeliings that happen inside so often and perhaps it happens in all of us! Its easy to identify with what you hve written.